Why does the one thing that feels so right to you be so wrong... and when doing the "right" thing to do, you feel so guilty as if it is wrong when it is right? I'm stuck...
I'm not in anyway a super horoscope believer but this was my facebook horoscope
Cancer: It's time to let a chapter of your life come to an end. It's hard to say goodbye sometimes, but important to realize when you need to move on.
Hmmmmm....... I do feel like a lot of new chapters in my life are currently opening up. I feel like i have great opportunities out their for me. but sometimes all the options in the world does not compare to that one option that means the most to you... But that one option is always within your reach and at the same time not really... you just cant reach up and grab it in time, because it always slip away.... the second your ready to give up and move forward it reappears right in front of you. Taunts you... reminds you why you have been waiting this long and reels you in this time... again only to slip right through your fingers or to push, and walk right past you. It would be easy if only this opportunity will go away... leave you alone... let you regroup your thoughts and priorities, and lets you think rationally... but it always hovers right next to you. especially when you are the most unsure. Once you recommitted yourself it wanders away... only to a safe distance... so you cant forget it.
Sucks....
on a happier note YAY!!!! I have 12kids!!!! from kdphi and another 6 from Lambdas. This is going to be a good year! =) I can feel it!!!
